rushing back
i had promised
myself the earth
but denied that embrace
wendys mothers kiss
always i have ended
further than
i was at the start
and not ceasing
to wonder i have
sat up nights
eyes wide apart
oh lord you can
end this now
or you can
show me
the way to the heart



the ease
now is the unease
but i love you
no less
than your photographs
are a magical you
bewitching me
intensely in
my lonely hours
on the tops of hills
there apart you and i
there is love
i am not there
and you are not there
but there is love
that will kill us my love
i am not here
and you are not here
but ive seen it
for you my love
ive forgotten myself
in that cool sweat
there was a crucifix
on that hill
i never stood
in its shadow my love
but i did it for you
i scaled a mountain
but i was not with you
i was never there my love
unless you tell me when
for you my love



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